similar but not same

I was at school preparing for exam the whole day yesterday. I am lucky i have the driving force to study. Sometimes i wondered why i screwed up my time at Nanyang Poly. Going to school 5 years ago was so different like what i felt now. If i said I don't like the course, it was me who chose that course. I wrote in my diary about why i wanted to quit that time. I read it again now after 4 years. Oh boy I dun believe what i wrote. I used to say that it is easy to understand people. I was wrong. I myself have difficulty understanding me. Nah. I knew in life everything is fated. Everyone has its own story; similar but not same.